I feel like I'm sitting around wasting my life. My thoughts are no longer deep. My interest in appealing sound is fading. Maybe because I listen to music so much that I'm getting bored of the same noise going through my ears and out my nose.
The only thing that feels truly constructive is my time I spend with Josh. Every day he does something that makes me like him more and more.
How can I make myself feel like I'm not wasting my life away. I only get one of these things and I want to use every second of it. I want to leave a mark in this cold world. I want to do something no one else has done.
Will that longing ever be fulfilled?
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