Trail

Time stole the joy we were hiding.

Heavy Heart

That is where the spirit fled

Away from my body, away from my head

I never meant this to be my plans

I've never seen a man so broken as the one who was in my hands

I'd take it all back if I could

I'll ask for forgiveness every day

Prayer and tears won't fix my past

Nothing will take my anguish away

I haven't heard anything you've been saying

For a week or two

My thoughts are

Keeping my mind busy

I'm stuck in my head repetitively praying

I can't fall out of love with you

The things I say

They refer to forever

Because I'm not ready to forget you

-k

Sleeping In

I Came As A Rat - Modest Mouse

Every time something bad happens I just sleep it all away.

But I'm so tired of being tired.

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Don't Accede Less

Hot-Wired - Okay

happily content is nothing compared the the pure completion God has given me in the one puzzle piece that fits me perfectly.

-e

photo by - me with my cellphone's camera

lives are lost due to clean windows

Sip

In Our Talons - Bowerbirds

Each new day is oh so refreshing.

If you get a ton done today, or nothing, the feeling of a full brand new day is calming. The feeling of having sleep and the endless possibilities of what could happen today is making me feel like I have just taken a breath of fresh air.

Holding You Back

Turn On Me - Shins

When I keep my eyes on the past, I can't see what's in front of me.

Turtle to Dove

Pachuca Sunrise - Minus the Bear

I just realized all my life I have wanted to be the best at something. Be at the very top.

I have been interested in one thing and seen girls the same age as me excel past me.

I have watched myself try hard at something and be amazing in a friend or a mothers eyes; but in my eyes I saw the truth; I see the truth.

I am not the best I never will be number one.

I will always come in last compared to others.

But God said that last will be first and the first will be last.

I finally get it.